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Today was interesting. It was actually really good and I'm pissed I didn't get any of it on camera. First period was fun because we didn't do much. Second period was okay we just did busy work really the whole day. Lunch was AMAZING. Today was the best day I've ever had at lunch. My lunch table consists of me, Scott, Hannah, Randi, Beth, Kendall, Meade, Maya, and Chidster. There's another girl named Kathy that'll probably start sitting with us, too. Anyways, we were all sitting there eating our food, sharing food, sharing drinks like usual. Then we decided to do a Brutal Face Showdown. We were all making brutal faces and laughing our asses off. Maya went first, then Beth. Chidster refused to do one so Scott went and it looked like he was giving someone a blowjob. Kendall then went and she kind of scared me. It was my turn so I did my best brutal face I could do. Beth yelled, "YOU LOOK LIKE MATT MCCLURE!!" Hannah goes and does an underbite while she's doing it. Randi goes and so does Meade she makes everyone cry laughing when she does this absurd face. Kathy didn't know how to do it, so she didn't make a brutal face. We were all getting along so well today. I'm going to miss that, because I know it won't happen that much. :/ Fourth Period was pretty great like it normally is. Cardona cracked too many jokes on me today. But then again..I called him an oompa loompa. Fifth period was whatever, we sat there and listened to some guy with an obnoxious voice tell Contents of a Dead Man's Pocket. Sixth period was same ol same ol. "That guy" is still the apple of my eye. He's been talking to me more <3 Who am I kidding? It'll never work.
Today was such a good day. Tomorrow's thursday and everyone knows that thursdays are always lame. Then it's Friday. TGIWBFS (: (thank god it will be friday soon.) Friday the school is taking a trip to see FAME. (: I'm pretty stoked about that.

Song of the day. <3
Individually wrapped, placed in neat little rows
Becoming a piece, of everything that grows
Some numbers, a name, to indicate you played the game
Came empty handed and left the same
a soul is a soul and a shell is a shell
The border in between is full of everything you felt
Some cling to a cross because they're tired and lost
They leave it up to the weather to measure the cost
And everytime I look within I recognize the darkness
Familiar to the image of the artist
Staring at the bathroom mirror in a strangers apartment
Can't remember her name, don't remember how I got here
But here I am, thinking about death again
Humbles out the stress, helps the breath get in
I need to check my friends as well as my next of kin
To let them all know I love them all to the end
And when the soul begins to reap, I think she'll know me from the sleep
I keep caught in the corner of my bloodshot eyes
And if she has the nerve, to let me dump a couple last words
I'm gonna turn to the earth and scream "Love your life!"
Love your life, quite cliche but I guess thats me
A ball of pop culture with some arms and feet
As discrete as I've tried to keep the drama and cancer
It's no secret I hunger for someone to feed the answers
I never expected a bowl of cherries
I'm just a virgo trying to find my own version of the virgin mary
And when I let them carry me to a cemetary
I wanna be buried with a pocket full of clarity

(Chorus)
Now, how many times must you prove you're an angel
How many more demons do you have to strangle
How much longer must you remain in this dream
Before I finally figure out if you're insane or a genius

How many times must you prove you're an angel
How many more demons do you have to strangle
How much longer must you remain in this dream
Before I finally figure out if you're insane or a genius

Let no tears to fall from none of y'all
Just remember it all, the beauty as well as the flaws
L-O-V-E L-I-F-E
Here lies Sean, finally free
And as I look across the sea I smile at the sun
While it feeds the weeds the nutrition they need
The people still breathe, the city still bleeds
I'm going to love it to death and keep planting my seeds
I'm going to love it to death and keep an eye on the seeds
I'll be in love till im dead, I keep reaching the seeds
I'll give all I got left just to teach you to read
Love life to the death and keep planting my seeds
And when the soul begins to reap, I think she'll know me from the sleep
I keep caught in the corner of my bloodshot eyes
And if she has the nerve, to let me dump a couple last words
I'm gonna turn to the earth and scream (Love your life)

(Chorus)

LOVELIFE (x16)